You came back to what you know
felt It was time and your growth would show
Change was what you showed me but for how long?
Without a moments notice, again, You were gone
I, being burned from the times before
felt this time it would be no different, I was assured
Barriers was what I showed you, but at what price?
Here I am burned by you, Now more than twice
Lesson learned I suppose one would say
I’m hoping u return yet wishing you’ll stay away
Memories of you and what could be recycle
Realities resonates and im no longer loves disciple
Weeks before, In my room your lips met mine
and for a split second I thought, love could be kind
I was too afraid of what you were capable of
Denying yourself and I the privilege of love
I apologize to you because I didn’t hold up my end..
those individuals you knew of were more than just friends
I had to protect my heart when it came to you
Putting all of my eggs in one basket wasn’t something I could do
Why you changed so quickly I don’t know
called me names and acted as if I were a foe
I didn’t push the issue because you reverted to old ways
instead of talking it through you went to the bad old days
This is my apology for playing a part in ending something
A something that had so much potential it’s still haunting
I wonder if you ever except your role in the ending of us
but after that kiss we rushed time and mistook it for trust
I hope the next love you embark on is without haste
so you can know yourself, or else it will be one big waste
Once he’s yours, know that it isn’t all about the chase
Know what you want and what your willing to give, JustIn Case
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