FOR MY NIECE KIANA SHAUNTEES HARDIN I LOVE YOU BABY
R.I.P. JOI ANONTINA RIVERS
at war with the world
life left me on the record
playing along for the ride
emotions out of control
no one here to teach me right from wrong
the mother I knew past away four and a half years ago
now I\'m left with a another word worst than hell mother
the eyes on my little brother see\\\\\\\'s the scares
and he shed the same darken tears
from a out of tune mother
seems as though Im raising him as my own
a love never known from my father
in and out my life
ripping the band-aid off quick
so it would only sting a little bit
checking my hair and and the tightness of my body suit
for those guys that claim to love me
at war with the world
under the pressure
taking bite after bite of my mother\'s stare
been called stupid so long
thought it was my name for a while
fly baby girl with a mean girl twist
shaped with an apple dip
the kind the make the guys take another look
battling females who claims as theirs
when reality is I don\'t want them
at war with the world
at war with the fight to stay alive
brown eyes lip gloss applied
until mother beat the shine out me
tears drowning the corner of my eyes
in this world all alone the only one here is God
but the list gets lesser everytime one of my love one\'s leave
baby sister gone the JOI of my life she clear RIVERS of storms at night
I\'m sixteen at war with the world and my life