*Lyrical Divas*

He was the one
That I couldn’t let go
The one that
I wouldn’t let go
I loved him too much
More than the definition exemplified

I Knew he was untrue
But I couldn’t see us
Not being connected

Believe me
I Wasn’t completely
A fool
I knew he would never
Commit to me
Maybe I was Crazy
But I gave into hope
And
The blues

Honestly,
It kills me
Because I didn’t know
I could un-feel
Everything
Everyone
But you

I did everything
To keep you at home
But it was never enough…
You still stayed gone

I know about her
Don’t worry
I don’t care

Lying to myself as if she
Was never there
Until she became
Me
The one you came home to
When you weren’t sneaking to see me
A quickie for you
But a love session for me

And it kills me
Because this was never supposed to be….

All of me was supposed to love you
But half of me needed to leave
But never would take that leap

Even if I did
I would run back to you on my knees
Begging you Please don’t leave

Because being alone
Just wasn’t for me….

Thought I Could
Never do better than you
And it kills me
Because that was a lie
I chose to let be true

Flipping through the memories
That I wish we could go back to

Still for some reason…
I miss you

That’s What Kills Me