She gave me her new number
Invited me out to her new house to see her
I've taken vacation time for this visit
We've sent plenty of myspace and text messages
Only I'm scared to actually call her
Hear her voice and be forced to talk
I'm so nervous that I'll resort back to former shyness
Lose all my confidence, and start telling a bunch of stupid jokes instead
But I don’t know how many more opportunities I’ll get to be next to her
Its been over a year since the last time we saw each other
It didn't end on a good note, sad to say
She told me she didn’t want to talk to me anymore, honestly
So I'm more than surprised and pleased at the chance to see her again
I have no idea if this visit will rekindle the relationship
Or spark up a new friendship
Or just put out the flame for once and for all
I just know I want her in my life for more than the occasional call
Random text or casual myspace message
I want so much more for us
I don't care if it doesn't go past her being my friend
Because I know my love for her won’t ever end
And any closeness with her is worth it
I just love her, period
It looks like I have no choice to call her now
In a few days I'll be leaving for her house
I have to make sure she is ready for me
Somebody pray for me