i've tried to start this a million times
and ended up deleting every sentence
trying to put this together in my mind
there's no way to write this down on paper first then type it all down
so i'm just gonna type and let my heart speak and see how it all comes out
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smiles and laughter
that's what i remember
you were my christmas even when it wasn't december
talking to you was my therapy throughout the years
i could turn to you knowing you would dry my tears
through all the hurt and the pain
you were my umbrella in the rain
you taught me that love is never to young
although we have much to learn and our journey has just begun
my friends all told me that i was sprung
and i couldn't deny it because it was my heart you had won
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lately........
confusion and sadness swallows me whole
while i'm trying hard to reach an unreasonable goal
of wanting to hold on to something that i'm unsure of
when really inside i'm to scared to really understand love
you are truly a gift sent to me from GOD above
but i don't think i deserve you and you deserve a better love
i can't help but feel this way
but if you leave and this comes to an end
you are a part of me and will be always
in my memory you will forever stay.
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fantasies and daydreams
that's what i miss
flowinglike a steady stream
through my head (sigh) just taking time out to reminisce
wishing i could be in your arms and stay with you always
thinking,hoping,that i would be with you forever even in our age.
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lately.........
i've been thinking about the way you talk
the things you say to me are so sweet
they leave me speechless to helpless to speak
but although you make me sigh and swoon
i think my time to leave may be coming soon
how can i talk to you when i have nothing left to say
how can i rely on us when our attitudes are constantly getting in the way?
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i hate to say this but maybe it's time for us to take a break
this and other events going on is just to much take
under all this pressure i might crack
and i know that if i leave now it will be to late to come back
but baby please realize that i don't want to hurt you
so i'm saying this now so you won't have any pain to go through
i love you truly with all my heart
but you deserve so much better and i want you to have a fresh start
i really don't want to break your heart
and believe me i wrote this with tears in my eyes
because i don't want to leave us behind i love u+i
don't think it was because of that one incident because believe it or not
that did not leave my spirit bent
but i know that you are Heaven sent
and you have given me more than i could ever give.
forever in my heart you will always stay
lately....?
lately....?
lately....?
UsherBurn