LAYING IN BED TRYIN WRITE ABOUT MY CONFUSED EMOTION
"love hate a mix of the two
what can i do
to find out which of the two is tru"
N I LOST DEVOTION
FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE THERES A EMOTION I CANT EXSPRESS
TO HARD FOR ME TO CONFESS
HOW CAN I DESCRIBE THE WOMAN WHO BRANG ME TO THIS EARTH
SUFFERED TO GIVE ME BIRTH
BUT STILL DOESNT KNOW HER WORTH
HOW CAN I SAY I HATE HER WHEN I KNO THAT ITS A LIE
I KNO THIS MAY SOUND DRY
BUT SHES THE ONLY WOMAN TO MAKE ME CRY
ALL THESE MIXED EMOTIONS JUST DRIVING ME INSANE
BUT WHO AM I TO COMPLAIN
GUESS ILL JUST DEAL WITH THE PAIN
HOW DO I INCLUDE THIS MAN WHO LEFT ME WHEN I WAS SMALL
DIDNT EVEN CALL
CAN I EVER FORGET THE FEELINGS OF BEING FORGOTTEN
WISH I COULD CUSZ WHERE HAS IT GOTTEN..
ME