Can I vent? Then let me vent. Dad, I love u, but i got to get this off my chest. The past 7 years aint been the best. I've tried and tried to keep it cool, but actually i really hate you! All the lies you've given me are bitter memories. That stains my heart with bitter tears, and break it with agony. You tell me you love me. Yet, you continue to play me. Think i wouldn't find the truth in your lies? Don't be surprised... So let me vent..... (To my ex) Five wasted months I spent... Stressing out trying to keep the love that went....wrong. You knew it all along. She had your heart and child. You got with me, cuz she went wild. I dont blame her for cheating. It must've been something you wasn't meeting. Days turn into weeks. Weeks turn into months. Months turn into years. And you're still here. Giving me misery and tears. Making me regrt those years. What is this pain i have chosen? Covering my mouth when there's words to be spoken. And you know it. So you kiss my lips... Made my body limp... Compressed my flow into two..."Oh Shit!" Gave me a taste of that penetration. Eliminating my initial situation. Fit yourself into my equation by using your manipulation. Who do you thnk you are? Me? `Cuz only this black queen could murder your spirit lyrically....Seriously! Dont get offended. I'm just venting. Seriously!
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