Goodbye - Alicia Keys


*Deep Breaths*



...Silently I cry..
Realizing that i must...
...Erase the one person
I cared for more then anything....
from my heart...
...Too many times he made a fool of me
and as the days go on....
...my love for he fades
No Longer can I hold on...
...When he constantly lied to me
acting as if....
...there were no problems
only to find out from "her"...
..that our "Happy Home" was divided
no longer can i see photos of him and her...
...for every time i see them smiling in the camera
My stomach turns and a piece of me dies...
knowing that she is a small part of this falling out...
...but its okay I know i must move on
and it begins with me letting go of the one person..
....who hurt me the worse
the one person who i thought was my happy ending
...the one person who i shared my everything with
the one person who made me shed more tears
..then i thought i could possibly produce
this is the end of thinking of ways to possibly win him back
...and the beginning of me living for me
but with every revelation comes hesitance
....so as i stutter step through this dark time
im focused on not looking back...
even if means going thru this world alone
...he hurt the one person who was truly down to ride
good or bad i always stood in his corner...
...but life happens you live and learn
and i learned the coldest lesson..
..if you give a person your all
they necessarily don't have to do the same...
...I wish you the best of luck baby
no longer can i sit by and watch...
...the next bitch not appreciate you
but i guess thats what you wanted
so although it pains me.... i must say
Goodbye....
...Its time for a new chapter of me to begin