Lies, deception
back-stabbing, revenge
that's the world I live in
so many people have taken advange of me
without sorrow, without regret

Sometimes I think its a game
who can make Kat cry today?
other times, I think its because
I made them mad in some way
then I think,
why me?

I'm just trying to get through life
friends are supposed to help me along the way
not making it more miserable
as if life isn't bad as it is

Because of those friends
I've been cruel to my other friends
I won't let one girl in
simply because I'm afraid I'm going to get hurt again

I'll probably become distrusting soon
and distrust everyone I've trusted
which hurts almost as much as being betrayed

A little piece of advice:
if you think you're friend has been talking about you
confront her (or him)
if you don't believe what they say
(and this is really up to you)
just drop the friend-ship,
saying
you can't be friends with someone
who you don't trust
then just move on

It may be hard
but trust me
you'll be much better off

I just had to learn the hard way.