26 feb 08

outside looking in
but there is no window for me to see
and constantly i bleed
but there is no wound for me to stop the leak
the thoughts are unclear
unseen and known to all
i smile to hid my face
i frown to hide me
underneath me there is another
two rocks sit side by side
sieamiese to one
i am alone
but so awake
the steps all seem to head straight
forced
how can i
the shadow of my nightmare who haunts me
be haunted
hated for adored til death due us part
with two long breaths it waits as i sit in my feat
and i look back through the window to see me
the depresseion of a depression
a snake that won't eat
no mind
no soul
no life
the greatest measures of earth have frozen that in which is time