-press play and try to feel what i feel-



I had a dream
That distorted my whole reality
and I woke up feeling
Like I was losing all my sanity
There were those who were in my dream
that aren't even here no more
And the sorrow that i'm feeling
I've never felt so hard before
tears trickle down my cheek
and my chest is tightening
I dont wanna cry
so i'm trying to fight this
i'm tryna let this go and let
the past be the past
Gotta remember some good things
dont always last
Its just...I wish I could get it back
WHY DID PEOPLE HAVE TO BE
TAKEN AWAY FROM ME LIKE THAT???!
So soon...so unexpected
and now that their gone
I cant help but feel wreckless
but these dreams seem like
subliminal messages
i'm not over them being gone
and its hard acceptin' it
Because i'm still in dis belief...
even after the funeral went on
I still wont believe their gone
I just dont bring it up
like it never happened
I cover up my pain inside
by constantly laughing
But they say the first year's always the worst
I know all the holidays and birthdays
is gonna really make me hurt
but ay, I guess life goes on
hopefully i'll make it through
and conquer this storm...