Here i sit
looking at my past
and thinking abot his future
what kind of life will he have
without a loving caring dad
i was so stupid
to let my life go astray
to let our friendship blind me to the real you
now im in that place
that i swore i would never be
i just wish i knew how
to make you want to know him
my beautiful little man
my lucca
he is my world
the only light in my life
and i would do anything
to make my life whole