I cry cause i've died
And I wish no one to see what I saw through my lonely eyes
At this time to tell time
I sit and I wonder is it better to live or die
A lonely thug with no love
Just a lost angel from heaven above
I feel nothing just empty like a vase or a jug
I've never had anyone so with our without you I'll handle my thug
Two bullet shells scream hell
And all is quite inside this chap'l
No one screams just one old man who needs his heart pill
So one more rips out and now blood spills
I am sorry for your lost
They say to my mom at her house
Even my angel doesn't shed a tear for me
Cause she too lived a life as lonely
My whole family looks around and shrug
That's how you live or die a lonely thug