Since the day you left I just been so lonely
Not sleeping with you at night and not waking up to you in the morning
It’s not a single day that don’t pass that I don’t miss ya
And since I can’t see you all I do is look at your pictures
Looking at all the good memories looking at all the bad
Looking how I made you happy or when I made you mad
Remembering how I got on your nerves and you wanted to kick my ass
But no matter what we went through we always made it last
We always made it work we always stayed together
We stayed close together like a bird and it’s feather
Was there a chance of us ever breaking up?...............NEVER
We promise each other we going to be together forever
I swear to you that you were more than my lover
You always been there to take care of me you was something like a mother
When I fuck up you was there to kick my ass you was something like a brother
You was everything to me that’s why I never wanted another
I remember the time first time you told me that you love me
You told me in this world you will never put nothing above me
I hate couldn’t tell you my pride wouldn’t let me say it back
But you never ask me did I love you cause I think you knew that
You knew that I felt the same you knew that I love you
You knew in this world I wouldn’t put nothing above you
You knew when you're not with me than I'm was thinking of you
And now since you gone everyday I'm always thinking of you
Even tho you not here I swear I feel you beside me when I’m in the bed
It’s like I can hear you talking cause I can hear your voice in my head
And ever since the day you left It felt like I just became so weak
It’s just feels like I can’t talk it just feel like I can’t breathe
It feels like that I just lost the other half of me
And since there is no you no more there is no me
On some real shit writing this poem is about make me cry
Cause I don’t want to live no more I just want to die
Just so I can go to heaven and meet you in the sky
So it can be me and you again it will be you and I
Then I can say hi to you and wave the world goodbye
Then we both can spread our wings we both can just fly
Shit I swear I will never forget you and all the good times that you shown me
I swear I will see you again one day but until then I will continue to being lonely
|