Christina....Fifteen Just wanted to be part of the "IN" crew...
So she would do anything they asked her to do...
Living a lie to make her life a fun ride...
To her parents she had never lied....
She wasn't that type of girl Until....
She got into this group who convinced her to steal....
Day in and day out.....Petty Thefts.....To Grand Theft Auto....
She didn't like what she was doing...But She was making the crowd proud though....
Lying has become second nature to her...
While skipping school became her third....
Staying out late...Claiming She's at a friends out spending the night....
And her parents are blind to the sight....
Sex with men double her age....Even Two at a time...
She has become addicted to sexual orgies...three Some....And Oral...
Double penetration.....especially Anal....
Condoms aren't even an argument...
She doesn't even ask for them...she Says no need for it....
As dicks penetrate into her...
She gets some type of pleasure....
Until she got tired of sexing...
She needs a different way to relieve her "stressing".....
Drugs and drinking was the next route...Marijuana....Heroine... Pills
Anything that will give her body that high...Those Chills
Her parents are being to see a change in her appearance....
And the way her grades have dropped...But They are still on their ignorance...
No questions asked just let her be....
She run if we ask her anything...
As she slowly kills herself no one seems to care...
She's sitting behind a dumpster shooting up....As Gun shots fill the air....
People screaming as she continues to get high....
As her eyelids droop....She Lays back stares at the smoke filled skies....
Mumbling words not anyone could comprehend...
She's so deep into it no one can mend...
As helicopters fill the air...She Just watches....Hears As People scream....
Her body begins to lean....
As her body was leaning on the dumpster ...
Her body has completely hit the floor....
She lays there without one thing on her mind....
Except the thought of dying.....
Maybe if she leaves...Everything Would get better...No Worries..
As she pulls out more baggies....
Tries to shoot up more but she can't move....
The skies are no longer blue....
They have turned to a faint gray....
So she knew this would be her last moments...her Last day....
Prayers creeped into her mind yet she forgot how to pray....
So she said Lord you know exactly what it is I want to say....
With those words was her last breath....
Fifteen years old....She Was taken by death....
Run around the corner...Police Officers pull up.....
They were to late to help this young girl.....
Parents called for help to late...She fucked up her world...
Now they watch as their perfect child lays there drugged up....
The only reason they found she had a problem....Was Two little pieces of paper...
One That said she was HIV positive....But That was two months later....
They also found a letter with it... That stated...
Mom and Dad...I'm Sorry I didn't make it....
I didn't graduate high school or have kids...
But there are a few things I did...
Yet nothing good...I Had sex with many men....
Some of which I never knew nor met....
I just saw them decided to have sex....
I been on the wrong road for a few months matter of fact six....
But it time that I left this world because I am worth nothing....
Even though you guys tried to give me everything...
The one thing I needed you couldn't present
And that was being true parents....
Money wise you were great..
Thanks for buying my drugs and my drinks...
But when I needed you to give me time...
You had other things on the mind....
When you saw I was messing up...You Looked the other way
Without a single word to say....
So today shall be my last day....
So hopefully you know that I love you...
But that was to much to ask from you...
Signed....Your Long Lost Daughter...