i used to think you were a big deal
cos sad and small is how you made me feel
when you'd walk by i'd get all shook
over one stupid dutty look
you'd laugh and stare at the clothes i'd wear
come on now that wasnt fair
i was half your height
that wasnt right
you said i was ugly and would never find a guy
used to look in the mirror cry and hope to die
did it make you feel big and proud
to make me cry infront of a crowd
why was i the one you so loved to dis
what on earth did i do to deserve this
but now ive grown and learnt alot
everything you called me i was not
ive now decided to forgive and forget
but my time and respect you'll never get
could be like you spread rumours and chat
but i hav infact been taught better than that
you probaly expect to me hate you
but following jamelia's words i thank you
see despite the sadness, you subjected me to for so long
ive now looked past that,cos i'm a fighter and i am STRONG
by the way i did actually find a guy and he loves me like mad
you probally screwin n hatin haha, but hey thats just 2 bad
turnz out d onli reason boyz liked u wz cos u always got down on your knees
ive realised that all the things you said were due 2 your own insecurities
now i leave it to the lord to judge
cos im here to live not to hold a grudge
EXCELLENT WRITE GIRL! YOU DID YOUR THING. YOU TOLD HER JUST RIGHT. ONE THING YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD HER, WHILE SHE WAS ON HER KNEES SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO THE LORD ABOVE, NOT TRYING TO DO THINGS SHE THOUGHT WOULD BRING EARTHLY LOVE. TO BAD I CAN ONLY GIVE YOU A 10 FOR THIS ONE, BUT TEN IT IS!
**Stands and give a standing ovation** Beautiful ma this truly was inspirational and I love the message that you pushed through and how you told a story along with it. Gotta add this to my favs. 10's