The hole in my heart has left me no choice,
I had to leave this place,
Because I just couldn't stand to see,
Another smiling face,
It wasn't for me,
I was nothing but,
Lonely,
Trying to fit in and,
Be free,
Of the emotions that have over taken,
But I couldn't lie to myself,
I had to get away,
So I flew to the sky,
Among the darkness,
In the midst of a storm,
I love to watch the red drops fall from the sky,
The tears of jesus,
Or god himself,
His child is lost,
And has stopped seeking his help,
The darkest clouds are what she lays upon,
I have a certain infatuation,
With the dark,
It hides myself from the world,
This saddened girl,
That never got the chance to fit in,
Wanted to kill herself,
Wanted to sin,
But within,
She was weak,
I creep up on the lightning clouds,
And watch as they strike,
They fight,
But with them it's alright,
Man I could lay in these clouds all night,
Just siting on the darkest clouds,
In the darkest corner,
Staring at the world,
The one that shut me out,
And disrespected,
The place where I was never accepted,
I cry bloodied tears,
Because my fear,
Was lonliness,
And now that lonliness is wat I live,
But this is one that protects me from others,
I no longer feel for another,
I just sit there,
And stare,
At the street lights...