Sleepy eyed.
Ready to cry.
Don't know why.

Can't sleep tonight.
Nothing is right.
With myself I fight.
I'm losing my sight.

Lookin at the night sky.
I'll say I'm happy; I lied.
Though its so hard I try.
I'm still here alive.

I've got nothing to hide.
This lifes a short ride.
If I take 3 more of these pills I could die.

I can't go out this way.
I look up to God and pray.
Lord are you there so you hear what I say?

I need you here with me cause I don't feel strong.
I'm a failer with life, everything I do is wrong.
Why is the people I care for are dead, yet I still get along?

I do my best to make you glad.
In the long run I'm always mad.
God are you listening?
I love you.
But My heart its just so sad...