If only she knew the regret I feel everyday,
The regret of letting my selfish ways tear her away,
Doing what I wanted, When I wanted,
Are still the treacherous dreams that haunt me,
The conditions of my agreement that hold me bond,
Is what binds us together like father and son,
The flashbacks despite calling them memories,
Are hard to forget because they're fresh to reality,
Your picture is all I see throughout my dreams,
It's out of my reach because of my selfish schemes,
I take the blame because I coud've changed,
But is it too late, if so am I shamed,
Will destiny fold to where we once were,
Or do I turn my back and for once curr,
My pain so fresh and oh so thick,
Making me weep when I feel my heart will split,
I may not be able to continue on this wretched path,
I was always the smart one so I did the math,
To take back and repent for my wicked ways,
Or to burn with sorrow from thoughts of that day,
Is it the fate of the GODS to smile upon me,
I won't know because your love is lost to me