STANDING UP ATTEMPTING TO RELEASE SOME OF THIS ANGER INSIDE OF ME,
I FORM THE WORDS INSIDE OF MY MOUTH TO SAY "PLEASE LEAVE."
AS YOU WALK TO THE DOOR MY HEART CANT TAKE ANYMORE, I CAN FEEL MY BLOOD RUSHING ALMOST MAKING ME EXPOSE MY TRUE EMOTIONS AND YELL OUT "PLEASE DONT GO!!"
THATS WHAT MY BODY IS SCREAMING, JUST BRUSH UP AGAINST ME AS YOU ARE LEAVING, JUST THIS ONE LAST TIME, I NEED IT!!
RIP MY CLOTHS OFF, ITS FINE THEY ARE MATERIAL OBJECTS,
THINGS THAT I CAN REPLACE UNLIKE THE LOVE FOR ME THAT YOU HAVE IF I ALLOW IT TO VANISH TODAY.
NO MORE SEEING YOUR HANDSOME FACE IN THE MORNING WHEN I AWAKE,
OR THE FACIAL EXPRESSIONS YOU MAKE WHEN YOU TAKE A BITE OUT OF MY FAMOUS " NATURE CAKE"
BUT WHO AM I FOOLING THIS RELATIONSHIP WE HAVE IS MORE OF A LOVE, HATE, AND I DESERVE BETTER BUT I CANT HELP IT I LOVE IT THIS WAY.
THE THINGS YOU DO TO MY BODY, DONT THINK IT CAN BE REPLACED,
CAN PICK ANY OTHER STICK OUT THE OCEAN BUT DONT THINK IT CAN "DIG" IN IT THE SAME WAY.
HOLD ME TIGHT FOR A MINUTE, ALL I NEED IS ONE MINUTE, WHO THE FUCK AM I KIDDING I NEED YOU ALL IN IT.
NOW, YES RIGHT NOW!! FORGET WHAT I STATED PREVIOUSLY, MAKE LOVE TO ME.
I CAN RESUME HATING YOU WHEN YOU LEAVE...
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