love, happiness, eternal bliss...
this is how u make me feel.
waking up each day with a smile on my face.
knowing that i can make it through the day just with a hint of ur voice.
knowing that if i can see ur smile just one time, all will be well in my world.
knowing that with just one kiss u can melt my heart
just one whisper in my ear and u can make rivers run deep.
just one look into your eyes and i can feel love run thru my soul.
just one scent of you lets me know that i am home.

pain, heart ache, internal torture...
this is how u make me feel.
knowing that u make me feel like little to nothing,
like my existance is for nothing.
knowing that u can hurt me with words,
those eyes i once loved now pierce into me, cutting me to my core.
no longer are there whispers but shouts of anger and grief.
no more longing nights, only lonely nights.
nights where u and i once shared are now shared with darkness.
the tears of happiness are now tears of sorrow.
tears of what used to be and tears for the love thats lost.

with pain, heart ache and internal torture, there still lies love, happiness and eternal bliss. but for now its covered up, layin under a blanket of maybes and what ifs. wondering what coulda been, what shoulda been and what now will never happen.