When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

The next day you awake and you started tp pace.
The only thing you could see was your swollwn face.
The first thing that comes to you is what happen to me?
Why would he do this he's suppose to love me.

All you remember is a drunken moment
A moment that needs no longering
You recieve a dozen roses and a nice dress
All you could think was my face looks a mess

He invites you to dinner and stands you up
You drive home, burn the dress, and get a cup
You know you dont drink so why start
Things are taking a toll on you so be smart.

Dont do anything stupid cause you know you want to live.
After too many shots everything seems still.
Five Years of unmarried life
Once you see him come through the door you go and get a knife

You are way drunker than he is, and you can barely stand.
He sees you charging at him and he clutches the beer can.
EVERYTHING GOES BLACK AND YOU CAN HARDLY SEE
ALL YOU WANT TO KNOW IS............OH GOD WHY ME.............