Sometimes I feel like I can't trust you.
So why do I want you to stay?
It's just that some of the things that you do,
Causes me to feel this way.
It's not that I don't think that you love me,
Sometimes I think you want to be free.
It's hard for me to see past your actions,
when I know it's your words that hold
Your true feelings.
How do i know how you feel,
When you dont communicate?
I never know the meaning.
It makes it hard to relate.
Sometimes my actions betray
My heart and mind are at war.
One wants to tell you how much you do matter
The other is black to the core.
Which one can I depend on
when loving you doesn't even matter
Anymore?