Days have become nothing
But the ticking
Of the hands of time
Counting down the end to me
Sadness no longer needs to seduce
The tears to fall from my eyes as
My only comfort is to cry...

My soul is on empty

All I want to do now
Is proceed into the catastrophic end
That is waiting behind those ugly lies
That I told myself yesterday
When hope’s deviant hands
Held on to me as I screamed
For the power to want to go on

My soul is empty

Abandoned by faith
Bereft of the plethora of emotions
That flooded my consciousness
Once upon reality
Leaving me to lust over apathy
Love escaped me
Slipping out of my reach
You see my hands were too weak
My embrace void of the passion
That you needed to drench your sanity in
My lips never tasted as sweet
When our eyes would meet
The spark was never as bright
As when the thunder clapped
And lightening would strike
I could not flood your world
With the raging waters of desire
I crashed against your shores
With mundane memories
Plundered your fantasies
With a boring me
Because I was afraid to let you in
To the core of me
Intimidated by the thought of being freed
By what WE could become
I refused to allow my days to be lit by your sun
Because my reflection was comfortable
In the shadows of a starless sky
Sadness no longer needs to seduce
The tears to fall from my eyes as
My only comfort is to cry...

My soul is on empty
Silently awaiting the destruction of ME

Because I have now realised that without

YOU

I

AM

M E A N I N G L E S S


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