Maybe,
My mother shouldn’t have blessed me
With hypnotic eyes, soft backsides
Or a slight mental agility,
Maybe, for YOU
that makes for a more tasteful LETI
Maybe,
My insecurities should resurface
with every movement of your tongue
Until toes are my main focus from a head hung,
(Dam, I need to get my toes done)
Maybe,
I shouldn’t be
Conscious of my surroundings,
Relishing while experiencing that
Maybe,
Just maybe,
You want me to believe
the fault lies in the ‘lies’ in me
Maybe,
I shouldn’t be proud
That I am GODS child
With every sin, realizing
I’m blessed to still be alive
Yet my biggest life compromise
Is swallowing my pride
So that
…maybe…
You can feel better inside…
Maybe,
I over think conversations out of your mouth,
Maybe,
You’re really inspiring when you curse me out,
Maybe,
Reminding me of past flaws and mistakes
Makes you feel better of the ones you’ve made.
Maybe
I shouldn’t be so emotional,
Cuz I know you mean you love me
When you call me an asshole,
Maybe I should lose weight,
Maybe, botox my eyes,
Remove some ribs,
Slim down my thighs,
Maybe
I could make you regret
All the things you said if,
I just died...
Maybe
that would just be an excuse to cheat in the sky...
"Maybe" you should say fuck him...*sorry* but that was what i was thinking reading this...because if i remember correctly i just read "so beautiful" from you...what happened along the way from there to here...girl...i used to be like this feel like this the whole nine...because i had the wrong person (s) in my life...you need to find someone who will truly love and appreciate you unconditionally... no time for the bullsit you know what i mean...we waste so much of our time giving a fuck about... [+]more
"Maybe" you should say fuck him...*sorry* but that was what i was thinking reading this...because if i remember correctly i just read "so beautiful" from you...what happened along the way from there to here...girl...i used to be like this feel like this the whole nine...because i had the wrong person (s) in my life...you need to find someone who will truly love and appreciate you unconditionally... no time for the bullsit you know what i mean...we waste so much of our time giving a fuck about those who could give two shits about us...don't worry...the right one is out there and he will come to you...but for now...this feeling your having...*shakes head* nah...it ain't worth it...it ain't worth your time and energy to please a muthafucka that ain't shit...and i say that because anyone who can make you think "Maybe I should lose weight,
Maybe, botox my eyes,
Remove some ribs,
Slim down my thighs,
Maybe
I could make you regret
All the things you said if,
I just died... " no....sorry...that ain't gone work...and trust i've been through this...but when you truly truly have the one...none of that shit is relevant...to them you are perfection...i'm so happy to have that one in my life...i ain't letting him go again...trust me...yours is coming...rid yourself of the bullshit ma...you don't need it... *sorry for the essay but you're my first poem of the morning...so i gotta big mouth! lol* [-]collapse
I only gave you stars because writing your feelings out is cathardic, but when you release your negative feelings leave them on the screen, page or where ever... lick life on the lips!