IN AND OUT OF SITUATIONS GOT ME CONFUSED
POETICALLY TWISTED WITH NO ROOM TO MOVE
FRUSTRATED CAUSE ALL I HEAR IS PEOPLE TALKING
LIPS ARE MOVING,SILENT WORDS,AS THEY ARE WALKIN
SO MANY TEARS REST UPON MY PILLOW
GOT ME WISHING THINGS WOULD GET BETTER TOMORROW
SO I WAIT........
BUT STILL THINGS DONT GET BETTER
CAUSE IM HAVING NIGHTMARES OF GETTING RAPED,SO
MY SHEETS ARE GETTING WETTER
AND JUST WHEN IM HAPPY ITS LIKE IM DOWN AGAIN
HELP ME GS CAUSE IM TIRED OF FIGHTIN THIS BATTLE
THAT I CAN NOT WIN
SO TIRED OF WAKING UP TO THE SAME OL THING
SO I FANTASIZE A LIFE OF UNICORNS AND ANGEL WINGS
HE TALKEN TO ME BUT I REFUSE TO SPEAK BACK
CAUSE COMMUNICATION WITH HIM IS SOMETHING I LACK
SO I CONTINUE TO WALK AROUND WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH
BUT ON THE INSIDE IM LIKE WHAT THE FUCK
GOD WHY
IM CRYING OUT FOR YOU AND ITS LIKE YOU CAN NOT HERE ME
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE,CAUSE IM SOMEWHERE I DONT WANT TO BE
GOT A JAR FULL OF THOUGHTS THAT ARE READY TO BE UNLEASHED
BUT HOW WHEN THERES A FEAR OF OTHER PEOPLE JUDGING ME
SO I LEAVE AND COME BACK HOPING THAT THINGS DONE BEEN
DONE CHANGED
NALL EVERYDAY IM GOING THRU THE SAME OL THING
THEN I TALK TO GOD THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW
AFTER TALKING FOR 3 HOURS IM STILL LIKE WOW
STILL IN THE SAME POSITION AND A PLACE I DONT WANT TO BE
ME AGAINST THE WORLD IS BEGINNING TO FEEL LIKE ME AGAINST ME