My heart
Battered and bruised
From years
Of substance abuse
Tears turn
Blood red
Eyeliner going
Down my face
Slowly I turn
Into everything
I HATE
I wonder.....
Is this my fate
To hurt other's
Around me
Abuse their feelings
Abuse their trust
Make'm feel uncomfortable
Then give'm the pelvic thrust
Loud music
Controls my brain and feelings
I wish I was one of
"The beautifull people"
Point the hand gun
At my steeple
Threaten people
With my own life
This is my form
Of amusement
That's how I get
A laugh
Molest my guitars
With my heart filled
Rape songs
I know I
Won't be hear
For much long
But Im takin this
One step at a time
At a time
at a time
at a time....