I had dis poem up a while ago before I deleted all my shyt but I wanna put sum them back up so yea....

(wait for musik)
it hurts so damn bad
when you give your all
and you get to the top
for a while.....then once again...you fall
plumiting back down to the earth
at tremendous speeds
im trying not to fall God plez.
what can cure the womb
when the soul bleeds
what can give breath
when one cannot breathe
if dis is life for me
then i ask mah life you seize
and mah life you cease
for if a son lives his fathers broken dreams
i shall not want to plant mah seeds
but i shall continue to grow
and nourish mah tree
bracing for autumns fall
and summers spring
going thru changes
i cant begin to explain
you say its a beautiful write
but dont look at the caused pain
black spots on mah heart now
like and ink spilled stain
but i shall remain
a warrior
even in the toughest times
i speak the truth
dont need the toughest rhymes
when i leave this world
i will leave behind
nothing
living to the fullest is mah way
keep it real...
no need for any fronting
just tryna find the truth
before i move b3yond
because
i am beyond
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