Blog Entry
Looking back through archived times I shake my head as I reminisce Missing past talks with many beloved who Dont even know theyve been missed Ive held fast to my feelings as though To express them aloud would cause me some harm And as much as my heart may have yearned to embrace All were kept at the distance of arms I now have to chuckle as I see how I carefully built this shell Crafted and layered, then mortared tight I know how to hide from myself really well Now my attempts to step back out into the sun just cause me to want to hide And I think its because I havent resolved all the residual fears inside Seems like a good time for therapeutic writing So maybe Ill write to try and work my way through it But something tells me that might not work this time And Ill just have to get out there and do it. <object alt="300" height="340"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/pl/agLviIss-v/autoShuffle=true/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/pl/agLviIss-v/autoShuffle=true/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" alt="300" height="340" wmode="transparent"></embed><a rel="nofollow" href="http://www.imeem.com/people/0Y1pDCJ/playlist/Hxz51F85/smooth_instrumentals_music_playlist/">Smooth Instrumentals</a></object>