Here i am 18 years later having my father playin a "distant" father as he calls it. what i needed was that father firgure in my life and i went without. thats a story for another tyme...but if i remember but some of the things that my church taught me it wud be, Look to the hill for with cometh you help, Lord I sretch my hand to the no other help i... Read More kno, if thou withdraw thy thee Lord where ever shall i go, and never put ur trust in man but look towards Jesus. Rite now i need my Far...
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Here i am 18 years later having my father playin a "distant" father as he calls it. what i needed was that father firgure in my life and i went without. thats a story for another tyme...but if i remember but some of the things that my church taught me it wud be, Look to the hill for with cometh you help, Lord I sretch my hand to the no other help i... Read More kno, if thou withdraw thy thee Lord where ever shall i go, and never put ur trust in man but look towards Jesus. Rite now i need my Farther in Heaven to look down upon me and wrap his loving arms around me and rock me in, jus rock me and calm my spirit of hurt, disappointment, shame, defeat, suicide, anger, unholy thoughts. Father me Jesus, just Father me. I wanna shout in Victory!!!!!
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