After being absent for months, I have had an epiphany this morning.
After reading all of the comments and feedback and recognizing all the love that I have been shown, I realize that my reason for writing and co-existing as an artist is because that there are people that want to hear what I have to say and also embrace it. I am thankful for people who have supported me in all of my communities, both online and publicly.
Thank you so much and you are appreciated.
I will be returning to the paper now.