Whenever i think that im done with the memories
they still visit me where i think im safe, in my dreams
still never quite sure what they ever mean
They more like nightmares i wake up and i wanna scream
i mean, she hurt me so tell me why
i think about her constantly till depression hits and i wanna die
they say men dont cry, so tell me why
i think about her in my mind and tears fall out my eyes
cuz of her i feel like i can never give my all
she held the key to my heart locked away in a vault
i sabotage relationships its never their fault
but how i can i even think to give my all when she still in my thoughts
Im lost and i dont wanna say i love her but i love her
even when im in love with another
Charlie Brown syndrome screaming good grief,oh brother
the tales of a broken hearted lover

They say when one door closes another one opens
and im still looking for the entrance, its no luck
and im feel im so fucked, to walk this earth alone
cuz my emotions got caught out in the danger zone
i never wanted to be the one who breaks hearts
but after mine got shattered it was beginning to take start
see whenever i thought i was happy
my emotions got the best of me, bested me, and i made em feel crappy
sometimes i lay my head down and wonder why
what would make wanna leave me for some other guy
or better question tell me why she felt she had lie
we could've worked in out can never know unless we tried
and though i never wanna mention her name
i still cant get her out of my brain
and i know it sounds lame, but these thoughts wont go away
Cuz some memories never fade away