My skin crawls with desire -- as thoughts of him
set my mind ablaze, creating a maze of
intrinsic wants, and prudent needs,
mixed with images of he, on bended knees.
All I want is him -- to want me,
as much as I want him, as much as I need...
For my want far surpasses the basic want,
for I need him,
I need him spiritually, mentally,
and last and definitely least...physically.
For any man could stimulate me, easily
if physical satisfaction is the only criteria,
he has to meet.
But you know you have something good,
when he makes your spirit rejoice, or
keeps you on your feet with his,
parables and mental mind games.
Trust me when I say,
not all men are the same.
For a man that can capture your heart,
without reserving a spot in your body first,
deserves to be cherished because he\'s one of few.
I have a mental fixation on him,
he captivates me and that type of addiction,
is not overcome with a few pills and some meetings.
Maybe it\'s because, I don\'t want to get over him,
my wants, my needs, keep me clinging helplessly...
but is it enough to make him need me,
do I too satisfy him by all means?

*this is a work in progress so it\'ll probably be changing overtime. I appreciate any feedback along the way though* :)