I waited up for you last night
But you never showed
Stared out the window for hours on end
But you will never know
You never came home last night
Didn't bother to show your face
And ever time I called
My ears grasped the bitter taste of voice mail

I cried for you last night
But do you even care
Promised myself never again
But somehow my innocence came back to me again
Naive
And losing hope

I longed for you last night
Yet you will not know it
My hands lingered where you normal slept
Those many nights we made love
I think of
Every time I lay my head down to sleep
But sleep never comes
Thoughts of you consume me

I called your name last night
But my mourning never caressed your ears
Sharp pains run through my chest
While shrills of laughter seems to be what you hear
My phony smile you never see through
This happiness
You think it real