LOVER OF THE PEN:

This shit is crazy, I cheated on my man, my husband, and bestfriend.
And this may not be his baby. 9 months of carrying my child not once
did I thought to speak out. Because loosing him would only bring us
down. Divorce, court, all those legal things. Yeah I slipped up, fucked
up, and it scares me. If this baby ain't his he'll never forgive me. I said
to him as soon as I found out, "baby you about to be daddy", and he was
just so proud. But that proud feeling may soon turn into a frown because
I ruined everything. Just one kiss and it turned into this. Me, might
be carrying another man's baby. We've had our ups and downs, but I
know when I tell him his heart will sink down. This baby that I carry
maybe his first child. Soon, any day now, we'll know some how. So it's
my fault and I feel so low. It's momma's baby, poppa's maybe and I
gotta let him know before the truth starts to show...and I know that will
hurt him even more. When he looks at me, I feel like crying. He
asked me what's wrong...am I in labor, am I having the baby. All I was
able to say was "There's a possibilty this may not be your baby...maybe".

  SlimCutta:

Ok...i can deal with the cheating..
But the lying?
This is messed up..a nigga been there and done what he has needed to do
Would i be messed up if i said we was through?
Nah, you arent going to let me lose my religion over this..
It may not be mine..
But best believe this isnt over or fine..
My own seed...could be by another nigga..
Not my seed...and would woulda figga?

Shaking my head and holdin your hand..
I could drop it and walk out and just watch while i stand
But i am a father....a man..
He may not be mine...but i want a baby
So if he isnt mine...best believe he will take care of his obligations
But i will still be a father none the less...
Anyways..who is this nigga? Do i know him?

  LOVER OF THE PEN:

I know you gonna get mad when I say this,
but it's a friend of ours. It wasn't suppose
to happen but it did. I wanted to tell you
when it happened but I was afraid you would
leave forever. When we were arguing and you
would walk out, he'd walk in and comfort me...
when I really needed you. It was a one time
thing, it was a big mistake, I know this is hurting
you and it's been hurting me to keep this secret from
you.

  SlimCutta:

Like the famous saying ....The truth hurts..
I dont care about secrets...but the truth is hurting
A friend of ours...sounds like you have been doing this for a while
Comfort you?
Who pays the bills and puts food on the table..
I understand you need comfort..
But im the husband..not him...
Fights get heated and i do walk out..
But sexing a friend for comfort..
Now thats a sin
What do we do now?
IF he isnt mine.......where do we go?

  LOVER OF THE PEN:

Where do we go...baby I don't know.
Like I said it was only once, other
times him and I just talked. If you
wanna end this I can only except it
because I did this to us. I know your
mad and it seems like you wanna get
up and leave. I never meant to hurt
you and this was never suppose to happen.
It's hard talking to you, everything is
just so hard with you. Maybe this is a
sign for you to take care of home, for
us to make things work. But when everything
is said and done...is it over between us?

  SlimCutta:

You went there..
So should i go here..?
Thoughts are confused and somewhat lost
But you made the mistake and we are both payin the cost

Maybe once is all it take
That we can see it will be something we have to do
Is it something that we can make
I dont think i can say its through
You and me are wife and husband
Thats why you got that ring..and i got this band
Is it over...
No...just the beginning of the next chapter
This is us....
And we have to make this a must
Just for us..
And now..this baby..

  LOVER OF THE PEN:

So your telling me, it's you
and me to the end even though
I have hurt you so.
And if that is what your saying,
I'm happy to know you got my back
just like I got yours.
This baby might not be yours biologically
but together he's our son.
And this is just one mistake, and it shall
never happen again.
As long as I got you, we have each other
no matter who our baby belongs to.
I know we can make this, us work...don't you?

  SlimCutta:

Its me and you..
And together we can make it through
Consequences will come from this mistake
But as long as we are together we will make
It..
One blood we shall come
The baby will be raised under our home
I do believe this will work..