I let the knife drop

As it falls to the floor

I realize it’s over

I walk to the door

Where I can see the whole room

I see the surprised look still on your face

Even after death

You make me feel displaced



I can’t believe I had the nerve

Everything just rushed to my head

Seeing her on top of you

Especially in Our bed

I didn’t mind the deception

I knew you were creeping all along

But why here baby?

Why bring this bitch into our home?



This was my sanctity

My own little world

Here I forget your infidelities

Here in this room I could still hold

On to the memories

Of our first years

Of the good times and blessings

All the great sex we shared



Twelve years

Now we both threw it away

You with your women

And me…here…today

Because I couldn’t just leave

When I walked through the door

The moans of your pleasure

Made me trip on that whore

I didn’t hear those voices

Go off in my head

The ones that still tell me

I’ll lose the kids now that you’re both dead



I know they won’t understand

How I could be so cruel

They don’t know all your deceptions

They won’t understand how my rage was fueled

How I could reach to this point

I guess I’ll have to rebuild their trust

From that cold place you call the joint

I can’t believe I’m so calm

Not a bit of remorse

I guess though it’s terrible

I no longer feel lost



I no longer have to pretend

Or go to dinners on your arm

No more fake smiles

No more false charm

Damn looking back now

You even introduced her to me

Well I had the last laugh

I’m sure she is shocked as can be



Goodbye my dear

I just dialed 911

The headlines tomorrow

“Prominent Lawyer and mistress killed by wife”

Cried all my tears and spoke to the kids on the phone

I’ve prepared myself for 25 to life





It was well worth it



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