I feel as if i cant trust you again

even though i told you i would take you back and my heart would mend

you know what I'm refering to when you cheated on me

you fucked a nigga twice but that wasnt even the worse part you see

Da nigga you was fuckin was dapin me up

so when it all came to light i was like "what the fuck"

I mean if dats not grimey den what is....

I understand you have grown and learned from your mistakes

but i dont see how I could ever get over what you did

I pretend im ok now and that i will get over it and forgive you

but i mean what the fuck do you expect me to do

I remember the last thing i said to you one of the nights it happen

I told you I loved you and I thought your love had deepen for me

but i see everything i felt wasnt really true and you jus had me fooled

you did it four months ago but to me it was still brand new

I understand that you have changed a lot since it went down

but even though you encourage your love is so true

you said the same thing then so how am i to beleive you

my mind knows you are dirrty and never wants to let you close again

but my heart is so kind and forgiving and wants to try a relationship with you again

I guess i really hate the fact that my heart has so much control ova me

cuz even though my mind agrees your wrong my heart says im wit who im suppose to be.....