HOW DO I EXPLAIN THE THINGS I GO THROUGH
HOW DO I START THIS POEM OFF
DAMN DIS IS JUST THE VERY START
MY LIKES A JOKE LIKE A CARTOON NAMED BART
I CRY EVERY NIGHT WISHING IT WOULD GET BETTER BUT IT NEVER DOES
WHEE ARE YOU LORD CAN U SHOW ME SOME LOVE
I CANT BELIEVE MY LIFE HAS TURN INTO DEPRESSION AND HATE
I GUESS ME DYING YOUNG IS MY FATE
I THINK THIS BECAUSE I AM IN PAIN AND MY HEART STARTS TO BREAK DOWN
JUST FEELS LIKE SOMEBODY IS STOMPING IT DOWN
MY FEELINGS FOR MY LIFE IS SO GONE
AND I CAN TELL THAT I WONT LIVE LONG
I KNOW FOR A FACT MY LIFE WONT GO PAST 21
I WONT EVEN HAVE MY LITTLE SON
MY LIFE IS ALL FUCKED UP I CAN TELL U DAT
MY LIFE AINT WHAT I EXPECTED TO BE
SINCE I WAS NINE MY LIFE BEEN FILLED WITH DEPRESSION AND HATE
WHAT CAN I DO LIKE I SAID IT MUST BE MY FATE
WHY DONT I JUST TAKE AWAY MY LIFE
AND JUST STAB MY SELF WITH A BUTTER KNIFE
WHY AM I GOING THRU ALL THIS PAIN
WENDY WENDY THE DEPTHS IN MA HEAD KEEPS ON CALLING MY NAME
DAMN I HATE IT SO MUCH GOD LET ME BE FREE
WHY SO MUCH HURT IN THE HEART OF WENDY
I CANT STAND IT DAY AFTER DAY
I TRY TO PRAY BUT IT SEEMS GOD HAS NOTHING TO SAY
I KEEP GOING ON AND ON
BUT.......................
MY LIFE KEEPS ON FALLING
DAMN IT FEELS LIKE MADNESS THRU MY VEINS
AND THE DEVILS INSIDE ME PLAYING HIS GAMES
HES INSIDE ME TAKING MY LIFE AWAY
KILLING AND TORTURING ME EVERY SINGLE DAY
THE DEVIL IS LURKING STEALING MY SOUL
THE DEVIL IS LURKIN STEALING WHATS LEFT INSIDE
AND I CANT RUN OR NIETHER I CAN HIDE
I CANT TAKE DIS ANYMORE I SHOULD JUST TAKE IT AWAY BEFORE HE DOES
MY LIFE AINT SHIT AND I BARELY HAVE ANY LOVE
SO MUCH PAIN AND ANGER IN MY BLOOD
AND ITS LIKE THATS WHATS LEAKING IN MY TEARS
AND DA DEVIL KEEP MAKING ME CRY
MAKING ME FEEL ILL
DAMN DIS AINT A HAPPY FEELING LIKE IT WAS WHEN I WAS A KID
NOBODY GAVE A FUCK WHAT I DID BUT NOW...................
DAT SHIT IS WORST
WHY DIDNT I DIE WHEN IT WAS MY TIME FOR BIRTH
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE AS I TAKE MY LAST BREATHE
AND IM GONE LIKE THE WIND.............................