Background Music (Sad Piano) - Instrumental





*since your father now knows about you...i can release this write*

Angel of mine
Inside of Me you resided
Gave me all the symptoms of mommy to be
yet....
Every test came up negative
But my motherly intuitions told me different
so i prepared for the worse
But...
hoped for the best
silently i wondered what you would be
A girl with eyes like mommy
or a boy with daddies smile
It didnt matter as long as you were healthy
you know 10 little toes and fingers
1 small nose
and a heart that beat the blood
of two people in love
My baby....
although i never met you
and test told me you didnt exist
until it was too late
to save you
You are missed
but everytime i look at your sister
I see a twinkle in her eye
and feel blessed to even have her
I just wonder how she would have reacted
to a brother or sister
would she try and knock your crib over(lol)
or would she play mommy
making sure harm never entered
her little siblings way..
It hurts me to speak of you as a past tense
but angel of mine i know you looking down
from a much better place
and you see mommy and daddy are no longer together....
Is that why god took you from me??
A Question i ask everyday
and everyday still no answer
i keep telling myself its for the better
but i know that its only to keep
from dying.....
this depression is slowly exiting my body
with each breath that i exhale
I accept the fact
that you are nothing more then a sheer memory
but know that you were created with love
and I as well as daddy would of did anything for you
But we will never have the chance
I love you my angel
continue to watch over your family
and we all shall meet one day....