never in life have I felt like this never in the world that much love never thought could even love again for that matter beyond that sky something very special Iam so afraid to take it.life can be so cruel at times also smooth as you want it but every thing is a bed of roses please forgive me for thy self not worthy of your blessings but on thy knees thy pray every thing my daughter ,my family ,brothers everbody but myself cuz iam not worthy of thy grace