SITTING IN THE WINDOW WATCHIN THE RAIN FALL
THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD ARE AS DARK AS THE
JET BLACK PAINT ON MY WALL
WONDER IF I SHOULD GO OUT IN THE RAIN OR
GO TRU A THANG
SO MUCH BAD AND GOOD THINGS BUT DEALIN WITH
TO MUCH PAIN.THE WIND BLOWIN TELLIN ME TO
CALM DOWN BUT THE ATTRACTION OF HELL
IN MY HEART IS WHY I AM THE WAY I AM.
CAN I STAY IN THE SHADOWS LIKE A BLACK CAT
CREEPING AND REEPING ON SUM GRIMMY SHIT
BUT I AM NOT THAT TYPE.
BUT ITS EAZ TO PISS ME OFF AND I CAN GET
REAL HYPE.
PEOPLE THINK I'M PHONY AND FAKE WHY..
CUZZ I AM ON MY OWN AND I WAS RAISED TO
BE ON MY OWN.I AM LOYAL TO THE STREETS LIKE
A THROWN,BUT I DID AS MUCH AS I CAN TO REMAIN
ON MY OWN.
LIFE IS A BIG RISK AND PEOPLE TAKE THE RISK
ALL DAY LONG EVEN THE CHANCES THAT THE RISK
LIFE GIVES.BUT WHY DO THE
WORLD GROW SO MUCH BUT THEY DON'T
KNOW THE MEANING TO THEIR OWN LIFE.
ME REALLY I THOUGHT BOUT HAVING A WIFE
EVEN A CHILD IN MY LIFE.
HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH A WOMAN WHO GOT THE
WORLD BUT REALLY DOES NOT WANT IT.
I FEEL LIKE A MAN WHO IS WAY TO ADFVANCE
FOR THE RACE OF MALES AND FEMALES..
WELL MOST OF THEM.LOL
WELL I AM TIRED AND SLEEPY ..
THANX FOR READIN THIS ANS HOLLA WHEN I
GET UP.