I hate YOU for always making me want you even when you emotional, physically and mentally tortured me
I hate YOU for not understanding completely how much more I deserve than what you are willing to give me

I hate me too for not being able 2 stand up and prove just how loyal and faithful I really am

Nah, you know what...

I hate YOU for you not be the man I thought you were
I hate YOU for treating me as if I were some dumb bitch in the streets
I hate YOU for not comprehending the meaning of devotion and Love
I hate YOU even more for spilling blood on my white dove

I want YOU to know that I will always be the woman I was except now Im stronger
I can hold my head high knowing the sorrow from being with you lurks me no longer
I hate you for being a pussy and taking the most cowardly way out
I thought I loved you til death and now I sit here mind filled with doubt
I cherished the ground you walked on cause at one time you were my king
I was the stunning queen and with you I had a beautiful song to sing

Nah, wait thats not right.....

With you I was fooled into believing my life was perfect
But come to realize it with you I was the rock and you were the dirt
The mud on my shoes when it discustingly rained outside
The black ring around the toilet underneath the surface where you would hide
I despise you, I hate everything you have become and everything you will be from this moment on
I will once again fill myself completely with pride because I....

I am beautiful inside and out
I am a woman that will one day be a beautiful bride
I am that bitch that will no longer talk about how I cried
I will be the one who smiles proudly while I stride

I still hate YOU but I will definitely survive