i feel that sometimes im alone in this world.
nobody who understands my problems
no one to lend me a shoulder to cry on.
i feel that sometimes no body really cares
everybody who say they love me
are never really there.
Some may call me crazy dont that sounds really wierd.
U say u love me but u dont.
U say u gonna stop lyin and cheatin but u wont...
i throw myself into poetry
cause it embraces me and holds me.
I look to GOD cause it seems like he is the right man for me..
He never cheats, lies, or dispies my ideas...
U wish death upon me.. uh huh tisk tisk...
Keep Readin.. its gets intense.....

How can u say u love me and u really dont?
How can u say u gonna change knowin u really wont?
How can u tell me u want me to bare u child knowin u wont be there?
C'mon be honest.. u really dont care...
I love mah life and love it drama free..
and if u cant handle that then u dont need to be wit me!
Yo on the real life is to short for all this mess.
So im pullin mahself away from u.
Cause the way u actin u are close to death...
When u feel that u can handle ur business.
Call me and i promise to pay close attention..
Its funny cause poetry holds me at night.
Helps me to Embrace my problems.
U say i cheated. but u aint got no proof..
but i got GOD n he will tell u the truth...
the only thing that i cheated on u wit was a piece of paper n a pen.
Cause they know more about me
From begining to the end...
So in closin i will say
i love and im sorry it has to be this way...
But i will not take no more of the lies and drama.
Come back when u can accept me for ur gurl n not ya mama!
Peace