~Unpredictable Nature~:

I let the flickering candle create images around the room
Danced with the devil using my imagination while he unstitched my paranoia's seam
Listened to the echoes, moans and groans that leaked from your core
And while you slept, I patiently lapped up the truth as it oozed from your pores
*
*
The truth is, you sweat
And even while running a fever I can tell when you've ran off to get your feet wet
And though I swore not to let this intimidate me
I can honestly say that I'm enjoying the performance you're playing out while your shell sleeps right in front of me
*
The whispers began to quiver as the,
*whispering*

"Ooooooh, baby, right theeerre!', memories cause your body to shiver

Even hearing how her thighs in the cherry red garter belt look so amazing
The smell of the Pantene conditioner on your finger tips while you caressed her hair
The Vaseline Cocoa Butter baby oil that left your name spelled in the middle of her back
the nipples resembling number 2 pencil erasers that caused your eyes to stare
I'll savor these moments with my twisted mind while I sit backtryna adjust thoughts before I react
but........

  Isis sun:

The time ceases within the creases of the sheets that unravel around your cheating sighs.
And I...I watch in the middle of the night knowing at some point,
A fed-up me will approach the stagnant air exchanged between your breath and your sordid dreams.
Pacing on the same plane while you play erotic mind games with the madness of my mental
*
*
You make it so easy to hate you.
I promised my heart that I would steer clear of dark corners posting vacant signs, leaving emptiness
And made a pact with hope that I would try to bridge the gap caused by your midnight lust laps
That made me envious.
Jealous that I wasn't doing this too. Screwing a perfect muse that wasn't you..
*
Explicit messages mentioned in the form of
"Let me....yes...please....oooh shit...baby..."

Reminding me you're with her through your slumberous slurs
Slurring dirty verbs..

Love's penetrating arrows dipped in poisonous tips will cause me to slip up
And tell you...I taste the residual paste her taste left on you each time I kiss.
I see her name imprinted on your eyes every time you look in mine, and I wish
I could rationalize why you desecrated our bed with infiltrated moans
While I lay here alone, in a zone you keep me captive inside...

The lies.......

  ~Unpredictable Nature~:

The secerts.....


of which you never thought would come to the light
but as I caress the side of your face, I can smell the stench of your last sexual race
and now as the light from the candle begins to dim
the possibility of you awaking to the sun's glow looks grim

*stands in the corner*
wondering how can you continue to beg your "dreams" for moooorrrrrreeee!
never hesitating as I pace back and forth of the cool hardwood floor
and like a festering sore, I continue to remove the scab of malice from my emotions
retreating back between the one thousand thread count cotton sheets, I play these minutes in repeat until I defeat the inner demon that chose to sleep at Jezebel's feet
*
reflecting back to the days when our love was more than just words
and with me, those dirty verbs were preferred
those moans you now breathe were my personal post-climax symphony
legibly you would carved your initials within me
perfecting your signature every time my walls and your shaft would meet
now we rarely speak
the sheets remain cold because of the distance between our once touching feet
sneaky you forgot the commitment that you made to me
and here we lay, in total darkness as I eavesdrop while you continue talking in your sleep...

  Isis sun:

Cold shoulder.....

room became colder..too much to lay beside you candidly.
pretending my faith still resides within your dreams,
screams are silent on my end, but then again....you have no idea
that I wonder the why, how, when, and where....I'm exhausted.

my hope? I've tossed it...completely lost it.
just like you embossed your liquidity all over her, blurring me out in the meantime
meaning I'm the unsuspecting chest you drove the dagger through
you...lying while lying, crying out her name articulated on the span of your grin
while in REM...
*
R.emembering E.very M.oment. you pleased her again...and again....
to live with the facts would be nothing short of a sin...to tell you is the dilemma I'm in.
I gotta let you go with the same stamina I had when I let you walk this path with me.
unworthy of my offers, I have no time for second best
you see,
you had me obsessed with the way your chest revealed your adulterous fests,
so, let me reveal mine...
*
*
Wake up, love....It's over..