Oh sweet pea that war internally that some just don't understand.... Sometimes words can't even break it down but you did this justice. That peace in the soul we often time seek where we hear our soul crying, screaming and we just wishing it would just shut up... But you know where to go baby girl to get that peace, open your bible, hear some sermons, get on your knees bc God is truly listening and he alone can take that deep pain away.... Let go and Let God... Love you!
the constant war for inner peace takes time and some doing but nevertheless can be overwhelming at times, one must continue to take deep breaths and relax because ultimately you are still in control even though they may speak loudly