Yesturday i was [HEART♥BROKEN] && Today i still am.
"MY HEARTZ been SHOT down"
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It's a battle going on inside of me.
my heart is fightin off the big impact that he;z caused it.
tha pain inside seems to worsen.
my heart won't and doesn't want to lose.
but it can't seem to hold on for much longer.
my body is starting to weaken.
and now i'm havin trouble breathin.
i need to eat but my body won't let me.
body'z shakin and shiverin.
here come tha headaches once again.
&&tha chest pains have arrived
what next? everything seems to b goin wrong.
what'z he done before hasn't hurt me this much;ever.
i'm gettin dizzy. i can't see things clearly.
he;s damaged my heart so badly.
look at what he;z done to me.
so many thoughts rush in and out of my mind.
i know i shouldn't let him win, i need to defend myself
but i'm just not up for tha fight. i don't want to be strong.
my heart is trying to tell me to help fight with it.
but i don't seem to get tha signal that's its sendin.
is this how it feels like to be [HEART♥BROKEN]?
pain is slowly running through my body.
just trying to take over my heart.
as my heart struggles to stay alive;
my body starts to grow cold.
i'm getting hit with flash backs........................
[[ to be continued ]]
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