SO NOW I’VE GOT EVERYTHING…. THE GOOD MAN….KIDS….. AND THE WEDDING RING!

SO IF I’VE GOT EVERYTHING WHATS GOING ON WITH ME? CRYING OUT OF CONTROL, NOW MY WORLD’S TURNED COLD.

PILLOW SOAKED EYES SWOLE.
SELF ANALYZATION, PRIDE RECENTLY TAKEN.

ROSE WITH A THORN, CAR WITH NO HORN.
I’M MISSING SOMETHING….. (FREEZE)
SOMETHING WENT WRONG;

ALL OF A SUDDEN MY SOUL HAS THIS SUDDEN BURN.
THE PICTURE I’M HOLDING SAY’S IT HAPPEN IN MY HOME.

BUT HOW COULD THIS BE! THESE PEOPLE WAS TRULY RESPECTED BY ME.
PRAYED THIS MARRIAGE STAYED WITH TRUE FIDELITY.

OUR FRIENDSHIP WAS BASED ON PIETY CASE (PAUSE)

OH STOP THIS FROM HURTING! TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY!
LORD PLEASE TAKE ME BACK TO YESTERDAY!

(PAUSE)

NOW YOU BOTH DOWN STAIRS AND I’M TRYING NOT TO GO THERE!

HIM HAVING THE LOVE I WOULD DIE FOR…. I GUESS ALSO CRY FOR.
LONELINESS KICKING IN. AFTER THIS WILL ALSO BE LEFT WITH NO FRIEND.

WALKING DOWN THE STAIRS; CLOSER I GET SALIVA GETS THICK.
TO ABASH ME IT’S ABOUT TO BE SOME SHIT.

I’M FEELING WEARY MY EYES BEGIN TO GET TEARY. MY MIND LEFT AT A BLANK NOW THAT IT’S HAPPEN I’M STARTING TO THINK.

HE’S STOLED MY HEART AND SHE’S STOLE D MY MAN BUT FIGURATION MADE ME AWARE THIS BEEN PART OF HER PLAN.

SMALL JESTURES AND FAKE AGREEMENT’S.
NOW THAT I’VE GOT EVERYTHING; SEEMS SHE WANT WHATS DEAR TO ME!
NOT REALIZING THE GOOD YOU SEE CAME WITH YEARS OF SACRIFICE AND LOYALITY.

BUDGETING A-N-D STRUGGLING.

NOW I’M APPROACHING AND YOU BOTH TURN YOUR HEAD; I REPEAT “DIDN’T YOU HEAR WHAT THE HELL I SAID”
GET UP!....DO-N-T EVEN LIE! YOU CARESSING HER AND I’M YOUR WIFE?

SHUT YOUR MOUTH DON’T THINK TWICE FOR THE PICTURE I HOLD DESPUTES YOUR LIE.
SHE’S ON HER KNEES BETWEEN YOUR LEGS…….YES IT COUNTS AS CHEATING……. YOU GETTING HEAD!

BUT YOU SEE…. THIS I MUST SAY I’VE BEEN THROUGH TO DAMN MUCH TO LEAVE AND NOT STAY. THEY CAN CALL ME STUPID OR DUMB ASS HELL BUT…SISTA GIRL YOU AIN’T GETTING MY MAN. I’VE GOT A GOOD MAN CORRUPTED TO DO WRONG. AND NOW I MUST ASK YOU TO LEAVE MY HOME.
THE FRIENDSHIP IS OVER THE MARRIAGE JUST BEGUN……….SEE WITHOUT LOYALITY HE FUCKED AN ENEMY… AND NOT A FRIEND.

HE’S HOLDING ME BEGGING ME STAY. I CAN SEE THE FEAR, HURT AND CONFUSION IN HIS FACE.
WIPING YOUR FACE ASKING WHY I DECIDED TO STAY!
BECAUSE I LOVED YOU CAN’T NOTHING TAKE THAT AWAY I WAITED FOUR YEARS FOR US TO GET HERE.WE WIPED EACH OTHER TEARS
AND TO HER I MUST SAY MY LIFE’S STILL COMPLETE……….


NOW THAT I’VE GOT EVERYTHING


THIS POEM WAS WRITTEN DUE TO A REAL EXPERIENCE AND OUT OF THE HURT I FELT FROM MY DEAR FRIEND…IT’S JUST AN EXPLANATION OF ME FEELING THAT I HAD EVERYTING LIKE THE SONG ON MY FRONT PAGE. THANK YOU TO ALL ME READERS