ripped savagely from my chest
was my heart
crying never ceased the pain
so i dont start now
to tired to thumb through you lies
numb to the point i cant get high
rejection never bothered me
dishonesty annoys
you save time if its the truth you spit
no need for words that are empty
they just carry my tears in them
saving me the trouble of that burden
hurting i wish
anger i wish
but nothing comes to mind
thinking bout what you mean to me
numb has become the cloak i where to protect me
cause you said you make it rain
but still i wanna get drench in
what was never there between us to begin with
the lashes you've laid on back when you stabbed me
feel like the cool beeze on a summers day
you cant hurt me
so don even try
your efforts made futile by my security
hell yea i knew you never really love me
and cool because i choose to be
nobody's fool
the sad part is i still love you
when its all said and done
thats the only thing i feel
after you turned my soul numb