*inhales*
*exhales*
as I pull my up pants,
take one last glance
at the sweat on that ass
and ask
myself...
am I ready to give you up?
cause the good has begun to outweigh the bad
and the cue is now recognizing
that you didn't bother to ask
what had my head hanging low
and to repair the crack in my heart
you were a no show
...but wait though....
we are supposed to be adults
felt like you were the one I could consult
but nope....
instead you ignored the obvious signs
downright played off my sighs
but me and you right?
RIIIIGHT
at least that's how the story was supposed to go
tried to let my heart follow the flow
instead
my pen suffered
lost a bunch of sleep huddled
under the loveless moon
but I had just made love to you....
no...
that would be too good to be true
and I found myself playing a fool
without a goddamned costume
too consumed
in the illusion of you
and seeing the realness through you
otherwise,
this wouldn't be the very last time
I laid my eyes upon thine
and block out my mind
the picture
of you sexually driving me crazy
experienced pussy whipping me like
Beyonce has done Jay-Z
but my mentality
only can allow me to take so much
before my dick can't say shit
except
goodbye
despite how wet you get my mind
AT TIMES
or how you used to get me with those lines
leaving me perfectly blind
but now....
I feel so unbound
by your lasting actions
that I'm pulling this drastic reaction
and retracting my pen.is
to once again be
MY PROPERTY
until you can learn to love it
PROPERLY
so please understand
this isn't because I hate you
nor do I wanna sit in circles to debate you
but because I love me more
I'm closing one door
opening another
and walking through time
to find the me I was before you...

Last Time - Trey Songz