Sometimes I hate her
She still has the power to get under my skin after more than a year
To make me experience every emotion humanly possible in a hour
But somehow that just makes me want her more
The void she fills in my heart is at times too much
Yet at the same time it can be not enough
I knew from the first time I saw her
That I would love her forever
Seeing her smile sealed the deal
And after our first kiss I knew my love was real
However the first time we were together
We just jumped into a relationship that turned into war
Which lasted over a year
And when it ended there was no winner
Even though we’ve battle many times afterwards
Still neither one of us have come up victorious
This time I'm trying to be her friend first
Even though the thought of her with someone else still hurts
We need to take things slow and learn each other again
Because while I've matures more, she's mellowed out since then
But there are some things that will never change about her
Like how she wears a ring on every finger
Or how she thinks she knows everything
Or that she's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen
As well as how the feel of her lips against mine
Still seems to have the power to stop time
My heart, in spite of everything, belongs to her
And like I said before, it will be that way forever